2 weeks...and the divorce is official...I can't believe it's actually happening. I never wanted someone so fuckin bad in my life. Been about 2 months now. I will wifey this girl..Everything is on point. And the weird shit is, I didnt have to play any games with this girl, no bullshit. Usually I do the dickhead routine, blow em off, act like I dont care, be hot and cold until they go crazy trying to figure out why the fuck I wont fully commit to them. But this one, I just been straight up from the jump..Sometimes I feel a lil weird being so forward with her about how I feel like Im letting her in too much. I always lived by the code of playing those little games to have the chick crazy about you since I became single again, but for some reason, she makes me act like a fuckin sweetheart. I tell her shit that girls usually tell me type shit.. Its very fuckin awkward, and sometimes I feel like its karma and shes gonna fuck me over because it feels like the script is flipped on me and now Im the one with so many feelings for someone I cant control. I need her. I know shes good for me, probably way too good for me. Fuckin beautiful, works 2 jobs, goes to school, drives a 25 thousand dollar car, just a really good head on her shoulders. Why she fuckin with someone like me?? I have no idea. It is what it is though. She makes me want to be a better person and really get my shit together more. Yeah this whole entry is about this girl..And hopefully ima look back and be like, damn, Im still with her and we're happy as fuck and this was the moment I knew she was gonna be the one. Thats that shit right there!!
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